I don’t like
How I give myself up so easily. Emotionally, that is. It doesn’t take long for me to fall hard. All someone has to do is be nice to me, or just pretend to be nice to me, and I’m done. Especially boys. I used to be so good at putting up that wall and keeping everyone out, but then it’s like as soon as one person got in everything crumbled and left me wide open. It’s like everyone who walks into my life leaves with a huge peice of me, and I can’t afford to keep giving peices away, because pretty soon I’ll be left with nothing.